I had my last round of chemo about a week ago. I still feel lousy. There are a few things though that brighten my load. Everytime I think about a symptom I experience I know that it might be the last time I feel knowing that it's related to the poison that runs through my veins.
My mouth hurts, it will be the last time, my hips ache, it's the last time, everything that has been holding me down these past 5 months of treatment, will slowly fade away, and hopefully never come back.
I'm having a rough day today, so I can't really write much, but I feel a glimpse of hope as I count the days and I realize that as they go by I can look forward and not anticipate to feel like this or worse in a few weeks again. It can only get better, right? I can only pray to keep this hope.
Thursday, July 30, 2009
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