Unfortunately I haven't been feeling very well lately. The chemo has taken its toll and I have much more nausea this time. The pain in my bones is unbearable and I just hate that throbbing pain in my spine. My blood count is really low, it gets lower after every treatment, and I feel exhausted all the time. Even getting up and down the stairs is a big task for me these days.
The bright side of course is that I only have one more treatment left. Sometimes I wonder if I'll be able to make it! Brian asked me this morning "I wonder what's so special about having 6 treatments? Why not stop at 5 or go up to 7?" I told him "I think it's because you die at 7", and I really mean it! I don't think my body can take much more of this poison anymore.
I’m leaving for Cleveland on Thursday to see Dr. Baar for a second opinion. I really hope something good comes out of this.
Click here to find out more: Dr. Baar on abc
Wednesday, July 8, 2009
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