Today I found out that I have breast cancer. :-(
I know it’s almost paranoid, but I feel so blessed right now. I have a husband that loves me. I have someone to share my deepest thoughts and fears. I know in the core of my heart that we were meant to be together. I also know that I will share this life and the next with him. I love him dearly and he loves me too.
Up until recently I felt that I had no one to support me and that everything worth living for was lost for me. Today I found out that I am surrounded by people that care and love me. I used to tell my therapist “I don’t have a support system” and guess what, I do after all!
I’m touched by the way Sally tried so hard to control her emotions and helped me feel that she’s someone I can always count on.
I’m happy that I got to tell Gramma myself. I really felt her love and concern in her e-mail.
Emily showed her support in her own unique way. By being funny as heck! I so needed a good laugh!
Annie called and left a sweet message offering to help in any way she could.
Love, all around. Family, at last. I do belong.
I’m so happy and relieved about the way Brian and I can talk about anything and everything in the most sincere way.
I feel so empowered by this right now. I feel that for the first time in a very long time I can use my mind again. I see things so clear!
I can look inwards and be able to interpret things that have evaded an explanation from me for years!
Both of us were able to make such progress today. I feel so much closer to him right now. I LOVE HIM! My goodness, I’m madly in love with my husband and he’s mine to keep for ever! Awesome!
Wednesday, March 25, 2009
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